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Light Up the Fire/Story/Chapter 6

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CONTENT WARNING: This chapter contains a depiction of terminal illness and death. Please read at your own discretion!

The Next Day
Vivid Street
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(Only five months left...huh.)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(I kinda...can't think of anything. Even though I have so little time left.)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(Only five months left. I...)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(What should I——)
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
——Alright, I'm gonna start! Nagi-san! You have to listen to me, okay?!
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(...It's no good. I promise I would teach her to sing...I have to keep it together in front of An.)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...Then let me hear it.
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
Yeah! I went and practiced all the high notes, you know! I'm gonna start!
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
♪——————!
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(...An really has improved. She's like a different person from who she was a month ago.)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(She's already absorbed what I taught her just recently...)
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
——How was that!?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Yeah, look at you go! Your high notes are coming out so beautifully now!
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
Eh, really!?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Really, really! I'd never lie to you, An.
Townsperson
Yeah! You were so cool! Your voice totally lifted off! Like, suuu——paaan! It felt amazing~
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
Ehehe, thanks!
Townsperson
But you're still a little uneven, like usual, and it might be better if you were able to control the finer details.
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
Hm——. I think I get it!
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
Then, maybe something like this?
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
♪————! ————!
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(Ah, she fixed it. She's got a really good sense for this.)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(...Back when I was a kid, the people in town looked after me like this, too. They taught me to project my voice, and how to face my singing correctly.)
Flashback
Townsperson
That being said, Nagi, the fact that you're able to sing this well at this age, you've got a real bright future ahead of you!
Townsperson
Ah, you're saying you're gonna take the world, right? If you wanna do that, you've gotta have more tricks up your sleeve!
End flashback
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(...It's because I had this town that the me of today exists.)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(I fell in love with music in this town. I practiced singing, and I met Ken. I dreamed so many dreams with them, and then——)
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
————♪
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(I——)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(I...it's so simple...I want to celebrate my last days in this town. In this place I love so much——)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(...Yeah, I've decided.)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(What I'll do before the end.)
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
——Phew. Hey, how was that!?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Yeah, you were so good, I almost took you for someone else. If it's you we're talking about, An, I bet you can go even further.
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
Yay! Alright, I'm gonna keep up the pace, and get even better than you, Nagi-san!
Shiraishi An
Middle School An
And when that happens, we have to do an event together, Nagi-san!
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Eh...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(...Together...)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(I'm sure if I was able to sing with a future An, who's improved even more...it'd be so much fun.)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(But, when that time comes, I'll be...)
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
(...I know...maybe——)
That night
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
What'd you call us out for at a time like this, Nagi?
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
...Are you feeling alright today?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Yeah, I'm fine. Thanks for worrying about me.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
——You know, I've decided. What I wanna do before the end.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...You've already found your answer?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Yeah. The decision was easier than I thought it'd be.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
——For my end, I wanna do an event in this town.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
An event...?
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
In this...town?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Yeah.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
In this town that I love so much, I wanna make a super-heated event——enough that it'll go down in history! That's what I think!
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...I really do think it's selfish of me to ask this of you, but...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Hey——Taiga, Ken.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
I want you to be there with me. For this event.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
I understand how you feel, but...can you really do it, considering your health...?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
I already talked to the doctor about it. I said there's something I have to do before the end, so I needed his help for it.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Well, he did say that he wouldn't recommend it because it was reckless...but he understood after I kept asking for it.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...But...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...Today, when I was teaching An to sing, she said this to me.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
"I'm going to get even better than you, Nagi-san! And when that happens, we have to do an event together!"
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
——I realized, when she said that. I'll never be able to stand on the same stage as An.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
But...you know what?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
When I'm gone, I'm sure An...no, not just An, I'm sure that in this town——someone will always, always keep singing.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Like how I...how the three of us sang in this town. ...Just like us, when we were young.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
And, that got me thinking.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
If someone like us back then were to watch our event, and feel something from it, and then they went on to create the best music ever——
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
——My dream, our dream, would be able to walk alongside theirs.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
Nagi...
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
(The generation...that comes after us, huh...)
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...I see how it is.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
I'm a parent now, so...I understand, I think.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
As the kids grow and move ahead of us...I'm sure that alone will create hope.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...! Then——
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
——You've gotta be kidding.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...!
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Taiga...
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
I don't mind that you wanna do an event here, at the end. It's the end of your life, and I'll do anything to make it happen.
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
But...y'know, "our dream will walk alongside the next generation"...I can't forgive that way of thinking.
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
I——I have no intention of entrusting our dream to some bastards I don't even know the names or faces of..!
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
Taiga...that's not what Nagi's trying to say. Nagi wants to entrust her dream——
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
It's not what she said, it's how she said it. Are you really alright with leaving your dream, our dream, in the hands of a bunch of strangers?
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
——You can leave that dream to us!!
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
Ken and I can still sing. We can carry it for you!
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
We'll show you that our music can take over the world...!
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
Then we'll show you——in the biggest venue in the world! We'll let you know, even if you're wearing headphones in the afterlife!!
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
That without a doubt, our music is the best in the world!!
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
That your dream——can come true!!
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
That's...that's the only thing I can do for you...!
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
...
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
Taiga...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...But, you know.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
If that's for my sake, you don't have to.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
I want you two to go down the paths that you love.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
——Man, Taiga, you're always such a brute about everything, and Ken, you act so relaxed, but you're surprisingly reckless. You guys are a real handful.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
But when the two of you act so stupid for the things you love, I love that more than anything.
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
...Kh.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
——In any case, what I'm trying to say is that we should do an event!
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
At the end of my life as a musician, I want to gather the best teammates, in the best place, and have the best time ever.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
And for that, Taiga...you'll work with me too, right?
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
...Yeah.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Then it's decided. I'll go sort out the details for our venue, and you two should go look for teammates that'll work with us!
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...Got it.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
——Nagi.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Hm?
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
When...are we telling An about this?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Ahhh...mmm...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...Sorry. I don't think I want to tell her for a while.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...Because, she won't be able to accept it?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Uh...that's part of it, but——
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
There's another reason.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...Another reason?
A few days later
COL
COL Owner
Is that so... It'll get lonely around these parts...
COL Owner
...If you're gonna be gone, maybe it's time I close up shop.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Eh, why!? There's no reason for you to close up shop just because I'm dying!
COL Owner
How long do you plan on making me work? I may look young, but you know I'm almost 80. Let me rest already.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...Ah, you're right. Sorry. If COL's disappearing too, it'll be lonely...
COL Owner
...
COL Owner
...Nagi, are you alright?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Eh? Ahhh...ahaha. Yeah, I guess. I'm fine.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Right now, all I've got in my head is stuff about this event! I've already thought of a name, too. It's still a secret, though.
COL Owner
...Is that so. Don't push yourself too far. Not just your body, but your heart, too.
COL Owner
I'm getting on in years too, so I think I understand how it feels to face death better than most. This is something that neither Ken nor Taiga will be able to understand.
COL Owner
...I used to think that I didn't want to get older, but experience is a useful tool. I can understand how a young girl like you must feel.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Grams...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...Honestly, you're always so perceptive. But, thanks.
A few days later
Practice Studio
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
(Nagi's still at the hospital. She has been since early this morning...)
RUST Member
Yo, Ken. This is a nice studio.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
Yeah, thanks for coming. Let's do our best during practice today.
RUST Member
And Taiga is...?
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...I think he hasn't quite gotten his thoughts in order yet.
RUST Member
...Well, that's to be expected. So——did you end up gathering a good team for this event?
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
Yeah. Pretty easily. They should be showing up just about now...
GLaP day Member
——Ah, you're all here already. Sorry for making you wait!
RUST Member
Huh...are you serious, that's GLaP day! You seriously got them involved!?
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
We've been going up against them since our days as major artists. I knew that they'd agree if we invited them.
GLaP day Member
Thanks for inviting us, Ken, Taiga.
GLaP day Member
We were pretty on the fence about it, but when we heard that it would be Nagi's last event, we couldn't refuse. If we did, I'm sure we'd regret it for the rest of our lives.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
We owe you for this, too. We're grateful that you're taking part.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Sorry, I made you wait! It took longer than I thought it would!
RUST Member
Oh, Nagi! Are you feeling alright?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Yeah! Doing just perfect...is what I'd like to say. But since we're gonna do this, I'll definitely make sure I'm in peak condition for the actual event!
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
And when I think about the fact that we get to do this event, I work really hard during treatment.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
That aside——let's hurry up and practice! The hospital was so boring, so I'm feeling super restless now~
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...Yeah. Now then——let's get this started!
— Some time later —
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
♪———— ~ ~ !! ———— ~ ~ !!
GLap day Member
Nagi's singing is as mysterious as ever. How do I put it, it's like it gives me strength?
GLap Member
And for that matter...is she actually sick? Her singing feels even more powerful than usual.
RUST Member
Yeah...I've never seen spirit like this before.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...That's how much is riding on this next event for her.
GLap day Member
We can't lose to her either...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
♪—————— ~ ~ ~ !!
Two hours later
RUST Member
Well, see you tomorrow!
GLaP day Member
Take care on your way home!
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
Yeah, thanks.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
Where's Nagi?
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
...She said she left her jacket, so she's grabbing it.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...That right.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...Nagi seemed like she was doing alright today.
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
...Yeah.
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
I'd like for her...to make it all the way to the event.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...Yeah, me too.
???
...*pant*, *pant*...*pant*...
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
Hm...? ...! Is that...!
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
...Kh! Nagi!
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
Oi, are you okay!?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
——Eh, ah... Sorry, I'm fine. I didn't mean for you guys to see me like this...
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
What are you talking about...! Now's not the time to be acting tough!
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
You're dripping sweat...! I'll go get you some water, hang on!
— Some time later —
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
Are you feeling better now?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...Yeah. I think my painkillers wore off, but...I'm alright now.
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
Alright... If that's all, then I guess it's fine...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...Yeah...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...Today's practice was so much fun.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Singing with everyone, getting heated about little details, singing some more——
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
It made me wish that times like this could last forever.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
But, when stuff like that happens, it makes me realize...that's not possible...
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...I can tell. That I'm getting worse.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
I feel nauseous more often, and my painkillers have stopped working too...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
I'll make it to the event by stubborness alone...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
But...after that, I'm sure...
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
Nagi...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Ahhh! I wish I could've kept singing in this town until I was an old woman.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Taiga and I would be single forever! The Shiraishis would be a devoted couple, and An would grow up to be a great woman, just like me...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...In this town, forever...and ever...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
And ever——
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...I don't...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...I don't wanna die...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
I wanna...be here...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
I still...wanna sing...
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
I wanna keep living here...with everybody...*sob*
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...*sob*...*sob*
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...Sorry. I'm being so pathetic.
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
...You're so stupid...
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
I told you to quit acting tough...! We're family, aren't we...!
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
...Yeah. Sorry, Taiga.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
——Hey, Taiga, Ken.
Shiraishi Ken
Ken
——What?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Can I ask you something weird?
Kotaki Taiga
Taiga
...Something weird?
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
Yeah.
Kotaki Nagi
Nagi
When I'm gone——


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